Wednesday, November 04, 2009

same old dream
same old fear
so old that I even know it is actually a dream
like always now is the moment I hesitate to open the door that takes me out of here
some one chasing and I cannot move
feeling his breath on the back of my neck
hearing his screams in my head
never dared to stop running and face it instead
my never ending dream always ends in sweat on my face
these all cannot be coincident  but I am still and unbeliever
gone too far again and happy to have done it

Tried of running away and torturing myself in my dream I just turn back to see the dream for the last time
that is the moment I decide to give death a shot with my boots on, on the soil that is so fertile to me

I stop running, it is still chasing me, the warm breath is so close, the scream is so loud
slowly turn back and all I see is his eyes so close to my face
the eyes were mine